Rihanna is allegedly still crazy about Chris Brown.

The 'Diamonds' singer - who recently revealed she and the 23-year-old R&B star called off their relationship following a brief reconciliation although he is still under supervised probation for beating her in 2009 - has reportedly told friends she can't live without him because they ''have shared so many firsts'' together.

A source close to the 24-year-old singer said: ''She likes, no scratch that, she loves him. She can't live without him. He was her first on so many levels and females, especially females never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, forget their first!''

The insider told HollywoodLife.com: ''It's real love though and can't anything stop that from happening and developing more between them. That's how she feels about Chris, and that's how he feels about her.''

Rihanna released her new album 'Unapologetic' on Monday (19.11.12) and wrapped up her whirlwind weeklong 777 promotional tour in New York last night, during which she performed seven concerts, in seven different countries in seven days and travelled by private plane with 150 fans and journalists.

The insider also revealed she is looking forward to some down time and plans to spend Thanksgiving with her close family and friends tomorrow (22.11.12) but might even use to the time to visit Chris in Germany, where he is currently on tour and scheduled to perform in Berlin on Friday.

The source said: ''She's going to spend it with the one she loves. That's all I'm saying.''