Reality TV star Paris Hilton refuses to watch the infamous amateur sex video she made with her ex-boyfriend RICK SALOMON - because she'd burst into tears.

The SIMPLE LIFE star's explicit sex session surfaced on the internet in 2003 and has since been turned into adult film 1 NIGHT IN PARIS.

But rather than harbour a grudge, Hilton pragmatically accepts the situation for what it is.

She says, "I'd cry if I saw it because it's so embarrassing.

"I saw him one time and I was like, 'Why are you doing this?' It was like, 'You've ruined my life, now just leave me alone.'

"But from that I became a better person and I've learned a lot. I've learned not to trust people."

04/08/2005 17:07