Nicola McLean is ''absolutely gutted'' to have suffered a miscarriage with her third pregnancy, but is grateful to have two healthy sons.
Nicola McLean has suffered a miscarriage.
The 30-year-old beauty - who was expecting her third child with husband Tom Williams - admits she is upset to have lost the baby, but is thankful to have two healthy sons with Rocky, six, and two-year-old Stryker.
She said: ''I went for my first scan - my 12 week scan - at a private Clinic in Harley Street a week ago and there was no heartbeat. The doctor told me that the baby's heart probably stopped at nine weeks.
''We are absolutely gutted but we've just got to be grateful that we have two healthy boys. It's the first time it's happened so I've got to think of the positives - I am trying to be strong and positive and think maybe it just wasn't meant to be this time.''
Nicola - who is best known for appearing on reality TV shows 'I'm a celebrity ... Get Me Out of Here' and 'Celebrity Big Brother' - is worried it may have been a night of drunkenness when she did not know she was pregnant which caused the miscarriage.
Discussing the night out, she told OK! magazine: ''Was I scared? Yes. I did worry but it was only one night and I didn't know I was pregnant. I looked really drunk in the pictures that were published but that was because I was on Prozac, not for depression but to control my bulimia, but after two glasses of champagne I get really drunk because you can't mix them.''