Michelle Williams - Michelle Williams On Coping With Heath Ledger's Death, "I Felt Trapped"

However, speaking to GQ she spent time reflecting on the death of Ledger, who died this month four years ago and who she starred in 'Broadback Mountain' with as well as fathering her child. "It was making me crazy. I felt like I was going crazy. It was too much-trying to deal with what had happened and trying to deal with what was at our doorstep," she explained in reference to the constant paparazzi attention following the event, adding "I just felt trapped. And it's not just me-there's somebody else who I'm trying to protect, and I can't . It's like you're trying to go about your life, and make dinner...but the roof is off of your house, and the walls are falling down."

Williams also touched upon how he meant to her, mentioning "Our initial meeting, the circumstances of how we first met, were cosmic or something."