Did
you have a lot of stuff worked out before you went into the
studio to record ‘Everybody Loves A Winner’?
I had some ideas in my head and I
knew kind of what I wanted it to sound like. Maybe I didn’t know exactly how to
make it sound like that, but we just went with the flow.
I’m scared to say this because then next time it won’t
be, but it was pretty easy, it all came naturally this time.
The record almost made itself, all I really had were just
the basic songs, ideas of sounds that I liked a lot, and
directions I wanted it to go in. I love using weird little
things like the keyboard loop on ‘Everything’s
Alright’ and feedback stuff, embedding layers of feedback
tracks and cello on some of the songs.
How did Matthew Ryan end up producing ‘Everyone Loves
A Winner’?
We were just good friends. We fooled around with some ideas
and we liked those. He sent me a bunch of stuff that he was
working on and it sounded really good. It was just more comfortable
working with another artist that knows where you are coming
from. Producers are weird because basically you are paying
somebody to care about you, and who can care about you more
than you care about yourself. These producers are being paid
to care about you the most one-day and the next day they
are being paid to care the most about somebody else. Matthew
knows where that is coming from, so it was more like him
making me feel comfortable, feeling that I can do it on my
own.
It must be good to be on a record
label that gives you the freedom to express yourself. There
are rumours that Ryan
Adams has finished his new album, but the record company
doesn’t like it and won’t release it?
That’s what happens when you get into the crazy corporate
labels. Ryan’s on Lost Highway, which is through Universal,
which is owned by AOL. Once you do that then it turns into
a day job, you are working for a boss. There is a product
manager, there is somebody overseeing what you do. Those
places put so much disgusting money into things; they put
millions of dollars into trying to break a record. They have
a large hand over what happens on the record because it’s
an investment. I know that is frustrating for Ryan.
On your previous tour supporting Jesse
Malin you managed to rock out even though it was a solo acoustic
set?
I was trying. You’re pretty naked up there when it’s
just you and a guitar. I think it’s healthy though
because it forces you to make sure songs are good and can
stand up for themselves. When it’s just you and a guitar
if the songs suck people are gonna know. So you have got
to be pretty honest in your songwriting. That trip definitely
helped me a lot in feeling more comfortable if I do have
to just do it myself. But also, I think it helps make you
stronger for when you are then with a band.
When you write lyrics do they come from personal experiences?
It is always from personal experiences.
I’m just a
big fan of honest songwriting. I think that if I’m
not writing about somewhere I’m coming from, it just
doesn’t come off as real as it should. I’m a
big fan of just writing about what I know about, my songs
come out better if I do that, instead of making things up
or coming from a false place. All my songs are based on a
diary, the months, or years before, so they are definitely
personal experiences.
If you are in a relationship do you think, I had better
to screw this up to get some new material?
It totally happens, I shoot myself
in the foot all the time, not on purpose, but it happens.
Sometimes I’m like,
what if I was happy, what happens now? It is weird, but there
is always something to be pissed off about. Singing about
what I sing about and doing what I do, it’s hard also
being in a relationship because the other person is always
asking; “Is that song about me?”
Do you often lie?
All the time. Change the names to
protect the innocent. Yeah, you do lie about it sometimes,
it’s just hard.
If someone listens to my music I don’t understand why
they would want to get involved with me. I think people sometimes
have this mothering thing like, here’s this fucked
up person let’s see if I can fix them. Everybody loves
a challenge.
Do you sit down with the deliberate intention of writing
a new song?
I don’t force myself to write, I can’t be like
today I am going to write a song, because then if I do it
turns out like shit. You know when it’s going to happen,
you feel this anxiety in your stomach and you pick up your
guitar and you have something to say. If you don’t
you shouldn’t force yourself to say something, it will
come when it comes. I’ve had a lot of luck with that
process so far, I’m just trying to stick to it as much
as I can.
Have you got any creative outlets other than the music?
As gay as it sounds, a lot of poetry
and just random writings. Right now it is just sporadic
writing. I’m writing
about a photographer that goes insane trying to take a close
up of the horizon. It would be cool to put out something
that had tonnes of short stories, and drawings, and pictures.
I always want to take on way too much shit. I want to do
eight different things, I have such ADD. My brain is always
wandering off in different directions.
Do you miss New York now that you live in Austin?
All the time. I moved four years
ago, but I go back there a lot, I’m there every couple of months. I’m
actually going to be living in New York for the summer. It’s
just to get away and do some writing, be in a different place
for a little while. It’s just so expensive, too much
access to excess. I can go to Jesse’s bar and drink
until four in the morning. Too many bad things can happen
too easily. I think New York is the greatest place to be
from, I just don’t want to live there.
What is it like as a musician in Austin?
It’s depressing when you think about thirty bands
competing, trying to do their thing in one city that is not
that big. There is one strip of clubs with all these bands
just playing next to each other vying for people to come
and see them. It’s almost like the land of broken dreams,
it’s like Vegas, all these people who are strung out
from losing all their money gambling. There are people moving
to Austin just to make it as musicians and now they’re
playing in some shit-arse bar on a Tuesday night.
Are you still renting Patty Griffin’s
backroom?
No. It was a pretty small place that
I had, so eventually I moved out to a bigger place that’s actually just
a block away. I couldn’t ask for a better landlady
or a better person to live around, she’s just an amazing
artist. Living with a Grammy nominee was weird, because you
see her on TV all the time in the States and here she is
watering her lawn at seven in the morning when I wake up.
It was pretty bizarre.
Is it correct that you found the year you spent studying
at The Berkeley School of Music a pointless experience?
Living in Boston was a great experience,
the school itself was pretty pointless. Actually it was
good because it showed
me what I don’t want to do, which is become one of
those people. People who graduate from there usually become
studio musicians. There are classes on improv, where they
structure improvisation. There are classes that are song
writing classes and if you need to sit in a class and learn
how to write a song, you shouldn’t be doing it. It
happens from here and here (points at his head & heart)
and it just comes out of you.
They just break it down and make it so stale, verse/chorus,
verse/chorus and you should write about these things. It
becomes so technical that it loses
the whole passion of music. I would never want to lose any of the passion I
have for my music. I just left, it wasn’t want I wanted and wasn’t
what I thought it was going to be.
Gavin Eves
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