Mariah Carey realised she had made a mistake marrying record boss TOMMY MOTTOLA during their honeymoon.

The sexy singer confesses her happiness following the couple's spectacular 1993 nuptials was very brief, and she spent much of the subsequent honeymoon alone.

Carey claims she is still haunted by her union with the former Sony boss. She says, "Everybody talks about (the wedding) but no one saw me on the honeymoon, running down the beach, miserable, crying and alone.

"My relationship with my husband was not a physical relationship. It just wasn't. I still have nightmares about it."

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