British singer Lilly Allen has confessed she is an alcoholic and fears her addiction could kill her. The Smile hitmaker admits her partying ways have taken its toll and is heading to the recording studio to in a bid to curb her excessive habits. She says, "I'm an alcoholic now. It's not good and that's why I want to get back into the studio. "I've actually pulled myself aside and said it will kill me if I keep it up. "I've got to stop abusing myself because as far as I'm concerned every loon hates me now."