Lily Allen has dismissed her reputation for criticising other stars, insisting she's actually a positive person whose every word is jumped on by the British press. The 22-year-old has come to regret writing her true feelings on her online blog. Allen tells website NewYorkMag.com, "I think people hate me in England. I'm in the tabloids. I don't want to be but I am. "I'll write 10 million nice things and then I'll write one thing that annoys me and it's like, `Lily Allen slams Lindsay Lohan. Lily Allen slams Madonna.' And I become that person who badmouths people, which I'm not."