Kim Kardashian only recently realised motherhood is going to completely change her life.

The newly-divorced reality TV star - who is expecting her first child in early July with her boyfriend of one year Kanye West - admits she is freaked out by people telling her that her life is totally going to change.

Asked if she thinks it will alter her lifestyle, the 32-year-old beauty revealed in the one-hour special 'Ryan Seacrest With the Kardashians: An E! News Presentation', which is set to air on Sunday (21.04.13): ''I do. I think I'm realising that it really is.

''I think that's why I was so anxious for a while, just because people will say 'Your life is totally going to change'. Obviously you want to evolve and your life to change and it will be an amazing thing but the way people freak me out all the time with all their advice, sometimes I'd rather just go through it and experience it on my own.''

However, her younger sister Khloe, 28, claims that Kim still hasn't fully accepted how different things will be after her baby is born.

She said: ''She doesn't think it's going to change anything.''

Meanwhile, Kim celebrated the end of her divorce battle with Kris Humphries on Friday (19.04.13) with a shopping spree and a trip to a beauty salon in Los Angeles.

She hopes to marry rapper Kanye, 35, in the future but claims she is no rush to wed again.