Kendra Wilkinson felt like she ''was getting shot'' when she first heard rumours Hank Baskett had cheated on her.
The former Playboy model, who has children Hank IV, four, and Alijah, three months, with her husband, admits she flushed her wedding rings down the toilet after the former NFL star was accused of having an affair with a transexual model while she was eight months pregnant earlier this year.
In an emotional clip for her upcoming reality TV series, 'Kendra on Top,' the blonde beauty says: ''I felt like it was not even a punch, I was getting shot.''
She also tells a friend: ''Our marriage is down the drain. I flushed my wedding rings down the toilet.''
A source previously revealed that Kendra is planning to dump Hank, as soon as cameras stop rolling for the new season of the show, which will hit TV screens in October.
The insider said: ''If it were up to Kendra, she's have him out of the house sooner rather than later.
''She wants Hank out when filming is over, which is just a month or two more. It's only a matter of time.
''Having him there is a constant reminder of everything that's happened.''