Soul star Joss Stone resents having to wear a bikini because the whole world can see her "awful" body. The YOU HAD ME singer is always distraught when a new photograph of her sporting the revealing swim wear is published, and admits she is rarely happy with her figure. The 19 year old says, "Every time I hear someone has a new shot of me in a bikini I cringe. It's awful being a woman and having to get into a bikini in the first place. But when you know the world is going to see all your blobby bits, it's even worse. "Some days you wake up feeling thin and pretty, other days you feel awful. I've got wobbly bits that I hate and I'm as embarrassed by my figure as any woman. I never feel gorgeous."