Johnny Depp insists it is a "miracle" he is working so much in fickle Hollywood - and he is terrified he will lose it all tomorrow. The movie hunk refuses to become complacent despite his success, as he never knows when he will be forced to "pump gas" for a living instead. The Hollywood actor said, "I always wonder when I'm going to be rumbled and sent packing. It could happen tomorrow. I might end up playing guitar in some bar. "Or pumping gas? I honestly believe it's a miracle that I get jobs. I never dared to dream I'd ever get this far and stay around for so long."