"I had this crush on this girl from, like, fifth to 10th grade... and I would ride my bike and just wait outside her house and just look at her house. It was like stalking. I would just wait and see if she would appear, and at night... I would say secret things that I daren't have said out loud to anybody. (To my pillow)... I would say, 'Stephanie, I love you'." Actor Jeff Goldblum on his first love.