PATTI BOYD is terrified she will have to find love with a 'grown-up man' after splitting up with her partner of 14 years, because she was previously married to rock gods George Harrison and Eric Clapton. Boyd is struggling to come to terms with her newfound singleton status because she has always had a man in her life to turn to. She was married to former BEATLE Harrison from 1966 to 1977 before marrying Clapton in 1980. They split nine years later (89) and she soon found love with ROD WESTON. But the 62-year-old fears she will only be able to have a relationship with a mature man due to her advancing years. She says, "I'm not familiar with older men - grown-up serious men. They make me nervous. "They're not relaxed. I don't know what to say to them."