Feeder frontman Grant Nicholas is still haunted by the suicide of former
bandmate JON LEE - but now uses the experience to influence the band's
Welsh Nicholas formed the band with drummer pal Lee - who hanged himself
at his Florida home in 2002 - and admits he found it hard to carry on recording
and performing without him.
He says, "That was a horrible time and it still is. Jon and myself started
the band off in Wales. We had a bond between us. We were really close; it was
"Of course I miss having him around. He was a great drummer and just a
great person to have around. It affected me more than anyone because I knew him
so well. Jon was the last person you'd expect to do something like that.
"I've turned those thoughts, the negative ones and the positive ones, into