"The day I found out I'd won the BRIT Award, I was doing a photoshoot. None of the clothes looked good on me and I was feeling really insecure about my figure. Then I found out I'd won the Brit and I genuinely fell down and cried a bit. I'm so grateful for it." Rising star Ellie Goulding was shocked to learn she'd landed the prestigious Critics Choice Award at the 2010 music ceremony.